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Is this bad? 2002-06-26 || 4:52 a.m.
Ok, I can't sleep. When that happens, I think about everything. My thoughts have taken me many places tonight, but I'll focus on one thing (the history of which is in my older entries, but the one person who will read this doesn't really need those): Q. I was totally over her in a week. What does that mean? Is that bad? I mean, I feel no attraction to her whatsoever anymore. All those same qualities that brought me to her like ants go to a bar of Twix are still there. But I feel nothing anymore. Nothing at all. Why? Was it the pain of rejection? Was it merely that I acknowledged the truth, that it was impossible, and gave up hope? What's the deal here? Any ideas, Miss Lisa (misslisa.diaryland.com)? Found out that the 1985-Nintendo-red-and-white Nikes I have look like Kaminoan shoes (I'm not a total Star Wars geek, despite what you might think. Honestly. Cross my heart and hope to die.). Go me! Walk like a Kaminoan... I will take this space to give a brief shout-out to all of my Austin friends, only one of whom will probably read this. Miss you guys.
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